Na na na na na na


Nu am mai scris nimic.Nu am nici chef,nici timp,abia a inceput sesiunea si eu ma simt ca dupa 10 examene.Noroc ca exista muzica asta care imi alina suferinta.
O melodie de vara...de dans pe plaja (sau de facut aerobic,in camera),de relaxare la volan (cica!).



INNER CIRCLE - Games people play
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In parc(uri)


Imi place sa merg in parc.Motiv pentru care aleg de multe ori sa parcurg pe jos o parte din drumul spre casa - ma fascineaza sa iau pulsul parcurilor.
Am fost si astazi,cu Stef,in parcul Circului.Si am vazut oameni stand pe iarba,ceea ce m-a surprins placut desi nu este tocmai un loc in care mi-as dori sa ma aflu,am vazut multa lume vesela,multi copii...in fine,un loc relaxant.

Dar ceea ce imi place mie cel mai mult la parcuri sunt animalutele.Daca ar fi sa aleg intre un parc de distractii si dulciuri,unul plin de copii si unul plin de animalute,fara niciun dubiu m-as afla in cel de-al treilea.Am vazut niste ratuste salbatice(sau cel putin,asta cred ca erau:-)),porumbei colorati si tupeisti,multi catelusi-cred ca mai multi decat copii- si broscuteeeee testoaaase care inotau printre nuferii inca neinfloriti.As sta ore intregi sa privesc animalutele astea si cata viata pot avea in ele.

Cand o sa fiu mare,o sa-mi fac o gradina zoologica!Da da da!

Casual Friday


Am ascultat ieri,pe Zu,noua piesa a lu' Sistem si-mi place.Este o piesa deja destul de mult discutata pentru simplul fapt ca vine cu un suflu nou-un sound diferit,niste butoaie mai finute,versuri frumoase si voce placuta.Mai mult decat suficiente aceste ingrediente pentru succes.

Ma bucur ca-i vineri.Intrucat noi,anul II,Chineza-Engleza,avem liber azi.Macar atat sa meritam si noi,daca tot ne-am legat la cap fara sa ne doara.

Apropo de noi,vorbeam cu Helen care imi povestea cum echipa de baseball a lu' Dinamo,de care apartine si iubitul ei,a castigat al doilea an consecutiv Campionatul European.Si nu a aparut nicaieri in presa aceasta stire.Iar eu,absolut naiva,sper ca despre echipa CSU Galati(care a mai castigat ieri un meci important) sa mai apara ceva in presa locala.La urma urmei,de ce am avea nevoie de aceste stiri?!Important este ca avem o tona si juma' de informatii despre cum s-au mai imbracat azi fotbalistii,cu cine s-au mai intalnit,ce au mai cantat sau de cate ori a garait Becali in ultima jumatate de ora.Am mai spus asta: E TRIST!

Dar nu vreau sa ma transform intr-un mic Gica Contra,nu poti lupta impotriva morilor de vant,si spun: Hai Dinamo!asta-seara,apoi probabil imi mai trece.Si chiar sper sa fie un meci frumos pentru ca e singurul program pe care mi l-am facut pentru diseara.(alternativa ar fi un eseu despre Visul din pavilionul rosu,deci nu am alternative!)



Sistem - Boca de Inferno
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Interesant


In cautarea unui articol interesant,am dat pe pagina cotidianului New York Times de urmatorul articol legat de concentrare si chestii din astea psihologice.Sper sa mai aiba cineva,in afara de mine,rabdare sa il citeasca pana la sfarsit:-) pentru ca merita.

Ear Plugs to Lasers: The Science of Concentration
Imagine that you have ditched your laptop and turned off your smartphone. You are beyond the reach of YouTube, Facebook, e-mail, text messages. You are in a Twitter-free zone, sitting in a taxicab with a copy of “Rapt,” a guide by Winifred Gallagher to the science of paying attention.
The book’s theme, which Ms. Gallagher chose after she learned she had an especially nasty form of cancer, is borrowed from the psychologist William James: “My experience is what I agree to attend to.” You can lead a miserable life by obsessing on problems. You can drive yourself crazy trying to multitask and answer every e-mail message instantly.
Or you can recognize your brain’s finite capacity for processing information, accentuate the positive and achieve the satisfactions of what Ms. Gallagher calls the focused life. It can sound wonderfully appealing, except that as you sit in the cab reading about the science of paying attention, you realize that ... you’re not paying attention to a word on the page.
The taxi’s television, which can’t be turned off, is showing a commercial of a guy in a taxi working on a laptop — and as long as he’s jabbering about how his new wireless card has made him so productive during his cab ride, you can’t do anything productive during yours.
Why can’t you concentrate on anything except your desire to shut him up? And even if you flee the cab, is there any realistic refuge anymore from the Age of Distraction?
I put these questions to Ms. Gallagher and to one of the experts in her book, Robert Desimone, a neuroscientist at M.I.T. who has been doing experiments somewhat similar to my taxicab TV experience. He has been tracking the brain waves of macaque monkeys and humans as they stare at video screens looking for certain flashing patterns.
When something bright or novel flashes, it tends to automatically win the competition for the brain’s attention, but that involuntary bottom-up impulse can be voluntarily overridden through a top-down process that Dr. Desimone calls “biased competition.” He and colleagues have found that neurons in the prefrontal cortex — the brain’s planning center — start oscillating in unison and send signals directing the visual cortex to heed something else.
These oscillations, called gamma waves, are created by neurons’ firing on and off at the same time — a feat of neural coordination a bit like getting strangers in one section of a stadium to start clapping in unison, thereby sending a signal that induces people on the other side of the stadium to clap along. But these signals can have trouble getting through in a noisy environment.
“It takes a lot of your prefrontal brain power to force yourself not to process a strong input like a television commercial,” said Dr. Desimone, the director of the McGovern Institute for Brain Research at M.I.T. “If you’re trying to read a book at the same time, you may not have the resources left to focus on the words.”
Now that neuroscientists have identified the brain’s synchronizing mechanism, they’ve started work on therapies to strengthen attention. In the current issue of Nature, researchers from M.I.T., Penn and Stanford report that they directly induced gamma waves in mice by shining pulses of laser light through tiny optical fibers onto genetically engineered neurons. In the current issue of Neuron, Dr. Desimone and colleagues report progress in using this “optogenetic” technique in monkeys.
Ultimately, Dr. Desimone said, it may be possible to improve your attention by using pulses of light to directly synchronize your neurons, a form of direct therapy that could help people with schizophrenia and attention-deficit problems (and might have fewer side effects than drugs). If it could be done with low-wavelength light that penetrates the skull, you could simply put on (or take off) a tiny wirelessly controlled device that would be a bit like a hearing aid.
In the nearer future, neuroscientists might also help you focus by observing your brain activity and providing biofeedback as you practice strengthening your concentration. Researchers have already observed higher levels of synchrony in the brains of people who regularly meditate.
Ms. Gallagher advocates meditation to increase your focus, but she says there are also simpler ways to put the lessons of attention researchers to use. Once she learned how hard it was for the brain to avoid paying attention to sounds, particularly other people’s voices, she began carrying ear plugs with her. When you’re trapped in a noisy subway car or a taxi with a TV that won’t turn off, she says you have to build your own “stimulus shelter.”
She recommends starting your work day concentrating on your most important task for 90 minutes. At that point your prefrontal cortex probably needs a rest, and you can answer e-mail, return phone calls and sip caffeine (which does help attention) before focusing again. But until that first break, don’t get distracted by anything else, because it can take the brain 20 minutes to do the equivalent of rebooting after an interruption. (For more advice, go to nytimes.com/tierneylab.)
“Multitasking is a myth,” Ms. Gallagher said. “You cannot do two things at once. The mechanism of attention is selection: it’s either this or it’s that.” She points to calculations that the typical person’s brain can process 173 billion bits of information over the course of a lifetime.
“People don’t understand that attention is a finite resource, like money,” she said. “Do you want to invest your cognitive cash on endless Twittering or Net surfing or couch potatoing? You’re constantly making choices, and your choices determine your experience, just as William James said.”
During her cancer treatment several years ago, Ms. Gallagher said, she managed to remain relatively cheerful by keeping in mind James’s mantra as well as a line from Milton: “The mind is its own place, and in itself/ Can make a heav'n of hell, a hell of heav'n.”
“When I woke up in the morning,” Ms. Gallagher said, “I’d ask myself: Do you want to lie here paying attention to the very good chance you’ll die and leave your children motherless, or do you want to get up and wash your face and pay attention to your work and your family and your friends? Hell or heaven — it’s your choice.”

By JOHN TIERNEY
Published: May 4, 2009, N.Y. Times

Incercare de pledoarie


Si stai uneori si te intrebi pentru ce merita sa lupti in viata.Sau poate nu iti place sa iti pui asemenea intrebari si doar te lasi dus de adierea vantului.Aleg prima varianta desi mult prea rar raspunsurile pe care reusesc sa mi le dau prind contur.Un contur care sa dezlege misterul.

Totusi,in mijlocul unei invalmaseli de ganduri,iluzii si pareri,se afla un adevar axiomatic pe care il inteleg,incercand sa-l fac motorul umilei mele existente: traieste!Nu este timp nici macar pentru a face alegerea asta,exista undeva inauntrul meu un suflu cald si racoritor care ma indruma necontenit intr-o directie.

Simti uneori cum timpul sta in loc chiar atunci cand ti-ai dori s-o zbugheasca precum un iepure speriat.Acum trebuie sa inveti sa traiesti pentru ca apoi vor veni clipele pe care le-ai prinde in palma si nu le-ai mai da drumul dar nu poti; si au trecut.Iti amintesti momentul in care ti s-a taiat rasuflarea?Sau cand ai plutit parca undeva sus,intr-un al noualea cer?Cand in sufletul tau s-au dezlantuit nori de fericire si te-a plouat o eternitate?Acelea sunt momentele in asteptarea carora nu trebuie sa uitam sa traim.

De cateva ori,am intrebat-o pe mama: Mami,de ce nu m-ai facut si pe mine talentata la ceva?Voiam si eu sa pot canta macar si in afara baii,sau sa pot desena o casuta cu doi pomisori si un soare luminandu-i,fara sa stiu dinainte de a incepe ca schita finala ar putea concura doar cu ciorna verisorului meu de 5 ani.

Dar mi-a dat un altfel de talent: de a ma bucura de a viata,de a trai visand la o batranete plina de amintirea viselor implinite,a pasiunilor gustate din plin,a iubirilor fierbinti si neacceptate pana la supunere.Poate ursitoarele m-au ratat cand eram bebe dar mi-au trimis,mai tarziu,pe cate cineva care sa-mi insufle siguranta,puterea de a-mi accepta greselile fara a-mi fi teama de ele.

Gresesc de fiecare data cand aleg sa fac ceea ce imi place in locul a ceea ce ar trebui.Dar iubesc greselile astea!Savoarea momentelor in care stiu ca nu e bine sa continui,dar m-arunc inainte si prind aripi,e fantastica.Eu trebuie suna ingrozitor oricum ai spune-o: I must,je dois,wo yinggai,he...pe cand eu am chef parca-i un cantec.Eu trebuie are permanent nevoie de o motivatie interioara(ma rog,la mine de cel putin doua),pe cand eu am chef este ca o sclipire,ca un beculet care se aprinde deasupra capului lui Jerry(cand cleveteste impotriva lu' Tom).

Viata merita sa fie un sirag de perle pe care sa stea inscriptionat am avut chef,incheindu-se cu doar cateva,mai putin stralucitoare,pe care sa apara a trebuit.



Vama Veche - Vama Veche
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